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for the girl who wanted to marry the stars

by small town prom queen

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i am not salvation and i am not a revelation and i am not your beacon, honey but i am my own creation i have not come again i am no savior among men but you can call me when, honey you need me again but i am light and i am sky i am sea and i am night and i am a river's course i am hell and i am fucking openminded but i bet you can tell
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this was the year i cut my hair i cut people out and i stayed aware this was the year i rode around in people's cars and talked too loud this was the year i lost track of time this was the year i took back what was mine this was the year my eyes were always red this was the year i never left my bed but it's not enough this time it's not enough this time for the calendars to change to bring me back to life it's not enough this time
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i don’t believe in phases but i drift with the moon she moves so patiently and so do you and you were warm that night when we were alone and you told me it was okay to go and you took it well when i wanted to die and you told me to take my time but you loved me and you loved me good and i would love you more if i could i don’t believe in phases but i drift with the moon she moves so patiently and so do you
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we drive down main street and there's a house that i've never even seen. that same house with all my memories but it's not a part of me a poker chip necklace is donning my flat chest the yard is full of dead grass but i don't care about that i got a holy medal from you but i don't know who to pray to cos the medal is cold and i am too i can't be with you
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i’m sorry for the wait i’m sorry that you had to wait for me to get in a better place i’m sorry it was more important to you i’m sorry i had to be better for you i’m sorry for keeping you you’ve got stuff to do and as long as i’m not dead you’ve done your job i guess cuz i’ve tried living i’ve tried dying i’ve tried loving but i’m done trying
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it’s easy if you know what to do and you know that i never ever do i loved you i loved you and months before i lost you i knew that you had given up and you made your choice and it was time for you to go home i tried as hard as i could to show you that but you never talked back and you would never ever answer me back could you hear me though? it must’ve been hard to be here all alone cuz everyone you loved had all gone home and you were left here all alone i forgive you go home
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it was very kind of you to love me like you do to let me love you too to be my honey and i your babe where i feel safe it was very kind of you to love me that way it was very kind of you to be here when i needed you to always come through and you can leave whenever you want cuz you've been with me for so long and i'll love you when you want i'll love you when you want it was a very kind thing for you to be there when i sing but sometimes i'm just singing shit and i get carried away with it but i wanna get carried away with you (is that ok with you?)
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17 minutes in hell

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released May 13, 2015

music by l.santacrose
lyrics by l. santacrose
mixed by l. santacrose
performed by l. santacrose
blood, sweat, and tears from l. santacrose

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